Neighborhood

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This is chapter 3 !
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School ! School ! School ! I hate school sometimes, but I love that in other way because I can meet someone I love there,in school. What ?? Someone I love ?? Do I love someone ?? Who ?? Fred ?? Oh.Hell. Forget that Feyla. After that moment in the lake, I always thinking about him, I don't know whether he is thinking about me back. I mean it's like I waste my time just for something unsure. I thought after lake moment he would ask me out, but he didn't, then if I jump to the conclusion, he doesn't love me back-__- who knows ?? Fred is perfect boy,he can't be in love with a clumsy and shy Feyla. oh.hurts.
"Feyla ! what are you doing ? you're gonna be late !" mum yells from downstairs.
"okay " sometimes mum is so mean. I mean she can come to me, then talk to me gently softly without shouting from downstairs which makes me groan everyday.
Well, I always lost in day dream everytime I look at my self in front of the mirror.

It's 6.45 am, I have to go to school. Class starts at 07.00 am. Fucking school.
I'm just about to get into the car, suddenly a familiar voice distracts me.Yes. It's Harry,Harry Spencer. My neighbor, his house is next to mine.
"Hello Fey " He says as he comes near me with his skateboard. Wow I love boy with skateboard.
"Oh Harry..What happens ?"
"Nothing. I just want to invite you to come to my family dinner tonight. Will you ? ask your mum too" he explains
"Okay I will,what time ?"
"At seven..ok see ya later " he leave.
Harry has same age like me.14. His family is very welcoming since me and my mum moved here. Harry is a good one and he respects girl so much. As far as I know.
Harry goes to different school with me, so I just meet him in house, yea our neighborhood. I actually want to come to his house sometimes, when I feel bored I think Harry is the nice one to talk to,or to playing with, but he used to back home with a girl, and I suppose that she is his girlfriend, but since a week ago he back home without girl anymore.

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"Hey Feyla !! " As I'm walking through the hallway someone calls me. What the hell. This must be Indie. Indie is dramatic girl, she also blow up. But I love that side of her. That what makes me like her. She can make me smile when I'm sad with her action.
"What's up girl ??" she asks me with slap on my shoulder before I could say hi back, then she kisses me in the cheek. I hate the way she does. Now people probably think that we are lesbian.
"Could you please not kiss me everytime you come to me ?" I give her a glare.
"Upss sorry. reflection " she chuckles
"Nice reflection. " I answer sarcastically then we continue walking
We are in the same class this morning.
"So Fey, are we going to go shopping tonight ?" she asks gladly
"I can't babe " I answer immadietly
"Ew " she answers me dramatically as her hand closes her mouth and she stops walking
"Oh come on, Indie ! Stop that drama. I have to attend Harry's family dinner, he invited me this morning " I answer with no expression
"Who is Harry ? Your boyfriend,uh ? Fine. you never tell me !" she starts the drama (again) -__-
"What the heck Indie ! He is my neighbor " I answer as I pinch her arm
"aww you know it hurts. So how is Fred ? she asks innocently
"He is fine " . I'm not really sure he is fine or not. I frown in sudden.
 After the lake moment, I told everything about Fred to Indie except my feeling for him. I'm not kind of girl who loves to sharing her feeling to someone with others.

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I'm wearing plain blue dress to attend Harry's invitation. I don't use so many make up, like most of girl do. I love the way I am.
"You ready, dear ? Harry is waiting for you " mum tells me to get downstairs and go
"Not me mum, us ! " I answer as I lock the 's'
"So come on"

Hello Lea, Hello Feyla " Harry's mother welcomes us. "Let's take a seat and grab something seems nice to eat " she offers. By the way, Lea is my mother.
"So Feyla, how is school ?" Harry's father asks me, starts the conversation as we are eating
"School is great so far " I answer smilely
"You look so gorgeus with that blue dress,fey." Harry's mother compliments me. Hell. I blush.
"Thanks " I mumble
"and Harry looks gorgeus too " now my mum compliments Harry. What the hell. I give her a death glare. All chuckle except me and Harry, Harry just smiles.
"Thanks " Harry thanks my mum
"Hey mum can I go upstairs with Feyla, we want to have a little talk " Harry suddenly says that and makes me surprised a lil bit.
"Of course, enjoy your teenage conversation :)" I wanna laugh out loud as Harry's mother said that. What teeanage conversation is gonna be like ?
As we reach the upstair, we sits in the balcony and Harry starts the conversation.
"So how is everything Fey ?"
"Good.. you ?" I ask back
"not really good " he answers calmly as he looks toward the sky
"Why ?"
"I broke up with my girlfriend '' he explains and it makes me laughing my ass off.
"Oh so you broke up with your girlfriend and get stressed ? You're cheesy. Man up, man ! you're a man ! Don't let any girls mess up with your life " I advice him with laughter
"Who says I get stressed? You smartass " he refuses my statement annoyedly
"Your face tells me that you're stressed.lol. Find another one,soon ! " I suggest him teasingly
"Well, that one might be you " he grins.
I laugh out loud then slap his arm. Harry broke up with his girlfriend. I was right.

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Harry's POV
I broke up with Thea a week ago. She cheated on me, she is a phsyco bitch. Date her is a mistake, yeah beautiful mistake.
Now I'm interested in Feyla, my neighbor. She is 100% different with Thea. Feyla doesn't really care about fashion, she look gorgeus just the way she is. Wow am I in love with her ? How jerk I am, I just broke up with Thea, then I fallen in love with other girl so easyly ?!.
Actually I admire Feyla since she moved here, but I realize I had Thea.

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 Feyla's POV
As the dinner finished and my conversation with Harry finished, me and my mum decide to back home.
Then we are watching TV together, as I put my legs on mum's legs, and she gives me some massage. Nice mum.
"Harry is a nice one, Fey :)" my mum says and makes me surprised with that statement
"I know mum " I answer with no-expression-face. Then mum looks at me smilely.
"What happens with that look ?" I ask stupidly and furrow my eyebrow. She doesn't answer but still lokking at me with her grin. I know what she is thinking.
"Oh please mum " I cover my face with a pillow, I'm blushing.

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Whoopsss..
Now Harry and Feyla 
What will happen next ? and how is Fred ?
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Blushing, Cutest Moment Ever

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Fred's POV
My full name is Fred Conor. I'm from Mulingar, just like Niall Horan. My family and I moved to London 5 years ago.

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School bell is ringing, means that school time is over and I'm freaking happy. I'm going to the valley but suddenly remember. Hell. Detention. Yeah..I was late -__-
I walk to the class, before I'm in, I take a breath deeply. I see Feyla sits in the two front row while the other students around five sit in first row.She gets detention too. I decided to take a seat next to Feyla. Feyla is a funny girl and clumsy. But she isn't my type. She is type of girl who cares about school, grade, and her worst dream is fail on exam. I'm not that kind of boy. I don't care about school , grade, point or anything else like that. I'd rather play outside the school likes drag racing, music band, skateboard, but I'm not that bad boy like people think of me. I just love freedom.

"Hi Feyla " I start the conversation.

"uh..hi.. " She is a bit surprised due to she was writting something when I called.

"What are you doing here ?" Hell. Why did I ask her that stupid question ?? Of course she gets detention.

"I - I was late, so I get detention. What.. "She answers but I cut her off

"Me neither" I.am.so.stupid. "Where are you from ?" I ask again..

"Dublin " she answers as her eyes look toward the whiteboard. Some seniors are explaining something. I don't even pay attention at them. I hate rule.

"Cool..So what brings you here ?" I ask break the silence between us two.

"Something. Long story. Now could you please shut up ?! seniors are staring at us ! " She speaks as her eyes look at the table, then I look toward the seniors and damn.

"What are you guys both talking about ? It is not flirting session " One of them asks.

"I'm sorry.It won't happen again." I answer try to be gentleman.

Then I look at Feyla. She is blushing,maybe because flirting part. I love the way I make a girl blushing.

"Hey Feyla " I ask her again in low tone now.

"Shut up ! You dickhead " She answers me whisperly. I really wanna laugh out loud right now.

"What ?" I mumble

"Okay ! Class is over. All of you may go " a tall skinny girl talks.

Feyla is about to up and go, but I hold her hand and I see her blushing. Wow. She is cute.even cuter.

"What else ?" she asks

"You're so innocent. You called me a dickhead and not going to say sorry ?" I ask her in serious face.

"Why should I ? Do you really want me to say sorry to you ? " She asks back. Hell. I can conclude that she is type of girl who plays hard to get, but I love that kind of girl.

"ow..it hurts " I answer teasingly

"You're cheesy " 

"Whatever girl.. Can I have your number ? "

"No " she answers like she doesnt care , but I can see she is blushing

"So you stay here with me in this class unti tomorrow " I threaten

"Are you kidding me ?"

"I gave you two choices " I answer sarcastically..

"Fine. You really are a dickhead " She frowns.I got her number. Then I let her go/

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Feyla's POV

Gosh.

I met him in detention class . I called him a dickhead. He held my hand. He asked for my number. I was totally blushing, and it's so embarrassing because he noticed that I was blushing. Bloody. Hell.

I'm lying in the bed now, figure something out. Oh yeah..I already have a friend now named Indie Claire, we meet in chemist class.

I look at my phone and there is one unread message from unknown number.

x

Hi..It's me Fred :) x

I immadietly smile when I read it, but I change in to no-expression-face soon. Well I have to stay high, stay cool of him, he is not here now tho. I have to play hard to get. My mum told me to.

Feyla

Okay..so what ?

What am I supposed to answer ?? Should I answer him with 'glad you text me' ?,eventhough my heart is saying that now.. What if he text me because he is boring ? I mean it wasn't his intention to text me. Well, why do you think so hard, Feyla ? .I'm so dramatic sometimes. He doesn't answer anymore. Why am I sad ???

***
"Dinner is ready ! Get down Fey !" Mum is yelling from downstairs
"Got it ! "I yell back. Then I go downstairs with plain white tank top and mini pants
"So..hows school dear ?" she asks
"School is great so far :) " I answer as I'm eating hungerly
"Have you got new friend ?"
"Yes,named Indie. She lives in Mattan Housing Complex" I explain
"What about boy ?" she chuckles
"oh..please" I mumble carry on eating
"Tomorrow your cousin will be here and sleep over for next 6 months " my mum explains
"Okay..what is his name ?" I forget the name. It's okay for me if someone stay over in house because there are so much empty room for guests. Well I live alone with my mum. Paul has his own house not so far from here . He goes home (his house) at 5 as he finished his job. If we (mum and I) wanna go out in time after 5, we will drive alone.
"Dylan Rockburgh"
"Well.." that name sounds like bridge name.

***
I go upstairs after eating and watching movie with my mum, then kiss her in the cheek and go.
I'm lying in the bed. Fihure something out but don't know what. I decide to open the laptop , go online, but no notification, so I close it then lying again checking my phone. It's 11.30 pm. Hell I can't sleep. Suddenly my phone beeps. It is Fred. I'm about to jump in the bed, but I still control my self from firework in my stomach. Eventhough I barely know him for one day, I feel comfy beside him.
Fred : Hi there :) you still up babe ? :) xx
Feyla :Yes, I am.. my name is Feyla anyway not babe -__-

Fred : Okay Feyla Alannah.. You don't go sleep ? x

 Feyla : How do you know my fullname ? I can't sleep :D

Fred : I know everything. me neither :0 xx

Feyla : such a great stalker :p

Fred : Hey u wanna out ? x

Feyla : Where ??

Fred : wherever. u want ? x

Feyla : It's 12.00 am or midnight if u asked me. but okay, I can't sleep anyway. what about biking ? :D

Fred : Great idea. I'll waiting u outside :) xx

Well his house not so far from mine. We live in te same complex. I put my jacket on. I take my bike sneakyly, slowly. Hopefully my mum doesn't hear anything. If she does,I will die -_-

Fred is waiting outside. Jesus he is so damn beautiful. He wears leather jacket. He is so good-looking.

"Hi why are you so long ?" he asks, makes me 'ew'

"I have to being sneaky girl-__- so come on !" I ask him

"Where ?"

"Everywhere..just go around " we riding bike in the street at midnight. His bike is cool just likes mine. Wait..I'm not dating him anyway.

Suddenly I remember there is a lake not so far from here.

"Hey Freddy..I.." I'm gonna tell him but he cuts me off

"What ?? You called me Freddy ? Could you please give me a better nickname ??" he asks frownly. I smile.

"Whatever dickhead. I know a beautiful lake around here. wanna go there ?" I'm offering

"Sure !!!" he exclaims

"Calm your voice down ! You don't want to wake dogs,people up, even the cop !" oh Feyla-_- there is no cop's around here.You stupid.

"I'm so sorry " he gives me his puppy face. I slap him with laughter. Goddamn he is even cuter.

we're riding to the lake..

"What a beautiful God's creature here " he admires

"How do you know this place while you just moved here two years ago ?? I've been five years here but I didn't know this lake until you show me now." Well the lake is in the middle of rain forest, so not many people know about this place.

"I don't know why I know " Oh.My.God. stupid answer ever, did I just say that ??. I always am overacting or nervous when I'm beside him. Stop calling my own self stupid anyway.

"You're weird" he mumbles

"Fine."

"So..would you tell me what brings you here ? in London ?" he asks the same question he ever asked me in detention.

"I'm not going to tell anyone " I answer stupidly

"Even me ?" He asks that question which makes me furrow my eyebrow

"Who are you ? I barely know you ?" I answer stupidly (again). 

"ou..so now you hanging out with someone you barely know in the lake which everyone never been here before ?? It hurts. Here. " he shows me his chest with his hand on it. I fell guilty now.

"Cheesy .I'm sorry " I laugh. " well my dad passed away two years ago so we moved here"

"oh..I'm sorry " he apologizes

"You don't have to :) wanna swim ?"

"What ?? are you kidding me ? It's 1 in the morning. You'll catch in cold. " he says and makes me blushing He is so caring.

"Ew..you're sissy " I answer teasingly as I put my clothes off

"fine. you challenge me" he smiles mischievously.

I plunge my self to the water, so does Fred. It's so fucking cold.

We swim together. Make a joke. Laughing. It's true romantic. Then we stop looking at each other until I realize my cheeks are redden and he just smiles. I turn around looking at the sky. Blushing and Smiling.

***
It's 2am in the morning. I can't believe we swam as long as that, about 1hours. I put my clothes on, so does he. Well we are wearing wet main-clothes now.
"Are you freezing ?" he asks gently
"Yes Fred.."
"Here " he takes my hand then blow it gently.so.sweet. "Wait..did you just call me by my real name ??" he asks. makes megdsgfhihwiefb
"That was a tongue accident " I answer stupidly
"What ? you have weird sense of humor " he teases
"Fine, dickhead" I answer as my tongue out teasing him. He chuckles.
"Anyway, thanks for the best night you give me now " he says gently, almost no sound,like whispering. I can't say anything. My body is frozen. There are firework in my head,in my stomach, in every part of my body,there are.
This is the cutest moment ever.

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Duhh.. That's all for today,ok.
Gonna update the next chapter so soon. guess what ? in the next chapter,are they dating ?? :D
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First Day,Nice Beginning

Hi there !! :) I'm Felice Vallensia.. I never introduce my self like this before :p

I'm 17 year old girl.. anyway it's still summer,right ?? :D

I love looking at the visitors bar which is Indonesia and US are competing.. well the visitors in the bar different wth the one in blogger dasbor.it's 1500.

so, I have no idea what to do, then I'm gonna post some short stories here and I hope you guys enjoy it :) . This is fiction.

Sorry for wrong grammar before, don't be such a grammar nazi ..

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I woken up in the morning by sunshine through the window as my mum opens the curtain.
"You sleepyhead, wake up !" she snaps.
"What the actual fuck !" I mumble
"Language !!" now she is yelling at me..Well my mum doesn't like her children to speak in cursed word. Literally, I'm her only child.
"I'm sorry...that was sleep-talking " What ??? Did I really just say that ? I really am stupid. Yeah,that's me Feyla..
"Feyla Alannah..you forget your school,uh ? Isn't it your first day in your new school ?" Mum faces me as her hands crossed..
"Oh.My.God. Why didn't you wake me up earlier ?" I'm asking back in panic voice and definitely face.
"Well,Alannah.. you're 14, try to do anything by yourself "
I hate when people call me by my last name,Alannah.

I didn't answer the last words outta her mouth. I rapidly go to the bathroom, about to take a shower, but suddenly..I feel the floor is slippery and I......................
" Mummmmmmm help !!!!!! "

***
My driver, Paul drives me to school. Sometimes, he becames a bestfriend for me.
Here, my mum have hired him as our driver since my dad passed away two years ago. I was 12 when I saw him lying weak (my dad) i  the hospital because of lung cancer. I couldn't bear with this, my mum always crying all the time. It was like a cold day in hell, but it wasn't, it's the truth, my dad sleep all day long with a pale face.
Eventually my dad abandoned us. yes abandoned.
Mum fainted several times. i was crying all the time. Why does God do this to me ??
'Fuck my life' abbreviated to FML.

Now it's been two years since my dad passed, my mum decided us to move to London as Dublin has tons of memories of my dad which are make my mum feels sorrow everyday.

***
Well, I definitely am late to school and I have to face the senior. yeah senior.
Fortunately, they just give me detention. I still hate it. But that's better than I have to run to the class in dog style or saying love to the senior which I will get bullied if i do, like I've ever read in the story or watched in the screen fucking TV.
I walk to the class rapidly , once I look behind I see a boy who is late too just likes me. I feel a bit relief, at least I have a friend in detention. Who says he would be my friend ?? hsgdb.

As the announcement finished, I go to my locker and see my schedule Math.Art.Biology.Chemistry.PE.Hell. I'm actually kind of girl whose worst dream is fail in exam, but sometimes school is just confusing..
I stand for awhile as my back leans against the locker, taking a deep breath, hopefully I can get bestfriend soon here,well, I'm the only one who come from Dublin. I hear footsteps is getting close, I see the boy whom I saw this morning. His locker is two locker far away from mine. I thought he came to me.

***
It's 11pm. I have biology class. I go to the class
. Everybody has been there, but the teacher, Mr.Maiden hasn't come yet. Feel relief. I see the same boy whom I saw, mysterious boy I call him sitting in the corner, I keep my eye on him, and suddenly I slip and fall onto the floor. Everybody laughs at me,irritating laugh. i'm so embarrased. Well, I'm a clumsy and shy girl,people probably now think that I'm a weirdo.whatevs. I'm feeling like Bella Swan now, but I'm better than her in every way zzzzzzzz ,but not in boy part,she has Edward cullen and how I wish I could have one too,at least a piece of him.yeah Edward Cullen. Although he's a vampire..well I would date him someday -___-
I take a seat next to the boy I'm impressed on. Well, that's only the empty chair.
"Becareful,next time " he suddenly breaks the scream silence. His voice is husky likes Harry Styles, Robert Pattinson too -___-
wait..did he just speak to me ??????????????Oh gosh.. Feyla,calm your ass down.
"umm..yeah..thanks " I speak in trembling voice. Why did in bloody hell I thank him ?? oh..I'm dumb
"Thanks for what ?"
"for remind me "
he just grins.
"I'm Fred, what's your name ?" he asks breaks the silence. Literally Mr.Maiden is explaining something I don't really care about.
"I'm Feyla " Hell.Why am i nervous ?
"Nice name " he smiles
I just smile too,then we both pay attention to Mr.Maiden.
Biology class is over.

***
Paul picks me up, and I run to him. I get in the car.
On the way home , I can't stop thinking . Fred is such a beautiful boy. His black hair and sexy eyes still stuck on my head.
no.no.no
I can't be in love with him. never happen. We barely meet and we barely know. How could he love me back ??
I'm just a weird, clumsy. shy girl.
Just stop thinking about him, Feyla

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Baby One More Time

"Don't !! You can't go anywhere without me ! I want to spend this summer with you.." said Ben
"Ben, please.. I just want to go to Alaska with my friend. You can join if you want. " begged Ann
"I will never. You are not safe with your friends. "
"Ben ! I am not a kid, I am not your child, I can take care my self. Could you please stop treat me like I'm your baby-doll ??? " Snapped Ann..
"What ?? If you still want to go, we break up !" snapped Ben back
"Okay..we break up" said Ann..

They went each other and broke up..

Ann went to Alaska with her friends..
As day by day going on, Ann's friends ignore her with no reason. Ann felt so sad :(
Alaska suddenly becames a hell for her and she remembered her boyfriend, Ben.

"Ben was right. I should've known."

Finally Ann decided to back to Buffalo alone..

"Hello, Mary , is Ben inside ? "asked Ann
"No..He's gone " answered Mary (Ben's mother)
"Where ?"
"Miami.."
"With whom ??" asked Ann
"I don't really know, but he went with a girl and i think she is Ben's girlfriend" answered Mary
"umm..okay"

Ann a bit surprised, she thought 'how could Ben move on so fast ?' ..
Although she knew it was her fault. She shouldn't have let Ben goes.

Ann lived her life alone with feeling guilty to Ben. Her loneliness was killing her. She was still hoping for Ben to come back to her, but Ben has girlfriend already. Ann started doing reckles because she thought 'my life would be nothing without ben'




Summer was over..Ben came back to Buffalo..
In the college,they met unexpected..

"Hi Ann.. How was your summer going on ? That had to be interesting without me"
Ben quiped..
"That was hell, and you ?? How was yours in Miami with your new girlfriend ? " asked Ann..
"What ?? What do you mean ? " asked Ben back
"Come on, Ben ! Don't be an asshole! You go there with a girl.. " said Ann
"haaahahahahahah.. She is my friend, She was going to visit his boyfriend in Miami, and she is beautiful anyway.haaahahahah..
wait,do you get jealous ??" joked Ben..
"No.. That wasn't funny Ben "
"Okay.. I will go there again with a real girlfriend " said Ben
"What ?? you can't go anywhere without me ! " told Ann
"haaahahahha.. I know you still love me and I know since the holiday you have expected for me to come back to you.. I love you,Ann.." said Ben
"pfffff.. you are smart-ass, but that's right. :D I love you too,Ben. I should have spent this summer with you " :( said Ann..
"We will, on summer 2014" said Ben :)))))))